Posts Tagged ‘nightmares’

I was dying my hair this morning, because, well, it needed it, and I wanted to have fresh color for vacation this week, and thinking about Shawn. I don’t know why I had to think of him, I’d been doing a really good job of not thinking about him and how much I really still […]


They are places I could call home in a moment, without hesitation, without a second thought to what I might leave behind. The dreams are more real to me than the reality in which I masterfully participate, most of the time. They are places rich with a history I long to discover, and in turn, […]


I just went off on bob for calling me ‘woman.’ I know he meant it in a completely harmless nonsexual manner, but it’s one of the few things I won’t tolerate. For a very simple reason. Shawn used to call me ‘woman’ all the time; it was like his nickname for me. It bothered me […]


I keep having these dreams. Strange dreams where nothing makes sense, there is no beginning or end. Dreams of places I do not know and have not been, yet I recognize them, luxuriate in their familiarity, and cannot shake the knowledge that somehow, they are as familiar to me as my own home. They are […]


I haven’t even started And the whole idea of writing something intelligent beyond 25 pages scares the shit out of me. I don’t know why, because I’m REALLY excited about my thesis. I’m just not excited about the process. And the idea of having people tear it to shreds scares me a bit too. And […]